Easter

Both of my girls are spring babies.
My oldest came home right before Easter. She was born at the end of a snowy winter, there was snow still on the ground when she came home!
She will be 14 next week.
My youngest was born the end of April..
I met my husband in April & come to think of it, my first husband also.

So I think April is a good month for me. I have to hope, because I have had a rough Feburary & March.

TheKeepersdad is still sleeping. I am going out today with TheKeeper, since our Sunday date will be Easter dinner, I have changed it to Saturday.

I have to decide if I go back to my job at the summer camp by April 1.

I have alot to Figure out, good thing "Figure it out Friday" was yesterday. I can not think about things until next week.

Today is Suds it up Saturday, which is good for TheKeepersDad, because tomorrow we see his family..they are a true trainwreck!

Gald I have lots to fill youin on, and I am sorry work got in the way this week...
I'll be better this week!

When work gets in the way

I had to work this week.
My house is a wreck and the laundry is taking over the house!
Good thing TheKeepersDad is home today, so he can entertain TheToddler.

Taking TheKeeper to the mall & Target. Should cost a few pretty pennies.
Saturday is her birthday.

I'll be back later!

Figure It Out Friday

I have figured out the following:
How to spend way to much time online
How to get a cranky toddler to take a nap
How to shower, but not get dressed..yet
A biggie
How to pay for soccer camp, you know a week at soccer camp will cost us? $575 plus
But I found the funds, Thanks for buying my kids EUC clothes! Way to go EBay!
I still need to figure out:
How to do all the laundry
Dress TheToddler & myself
Get a life

any suggestions?

Now on to the News of the day.

Last night was the famous HS registration, when I met the Guidance councilor. Well he's an idiot. I feel bad for him, everyday in his office with no windows.
I feel better about myself, about the education that I worked my ass off for. That even though I am home with Banana crusted in my pajamas & I have not showered yet today, that somehow I knew the right questions to ask and somehow he and I both knew he was an idiot. I rock!
So
Today I feel great. Liberated. But still stuck in the computer. This must change! I must become productive!
I have laundry I have a messy house but somehow, tomorrow is always there..I can do it tomorrow, right?
Help me kick this addiction~

Step away from the baby.

This is what happens when TheToddler finds a green sharpie in TheKeepers room. I should have taken a picture of her also. But that would have been too much evidence that I really wasn't paying enough attention.

Scary Baby..right?

Then I remembered.

Well I read this blog last night and cried.
Tonight I will register my baby in High School.

She will be 14 in 16 days!

I am in High School all over again

This sucks
I feel like I am in High School, or even Junior High School.
Today is the day that you realized you thought you had friends, but you find out you don't.
The day when the kids you walk home with, left with out you..on purpose.
The day when everyone is talking about you.
The day when even the new kid has more friends.
It sucks
I know I will be a better mom for it. The Spring and Summer are coming and I can't spend my day on the damn computer.
I have to register TheKeeper for High School tonight, I have to decide some major life changes & now this shit. Way too much for me today. This has been a bad month!
I need a break, I need some love. I need an invite.
I need to be a mom, I need to wash and fold laundry.
So why do I feel like shit? Why do I even care?
Self Esteem? What's that? Really? Where do I get some?