I think my kid was right when she said I was miserable. I know I am far from happy.
far far far from happy
I remember when I stared this blog. I remember I was lonely and tired.
I guess for awhile I wasn't lonely.
Today, I am. I can type because I know no one is reading. I can put down the words, because no one is listening. I can scream out loud and no on will hear me,
I can tell my husband, things are not working.
I can tell my daughter, we have no money to send her to college.
I can stay in bed, all day.
Maybe,
but for now. I am scared and alone. and very tired.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Monday, November 17, 2008
Just incase
So today
when going though my files
to find
tax returns.
From the years:
1999 -2005
To prove, I didn't live where the accounts where opened
I found a bank statement, from Bank of New York,
which is now closed,
But while my ex husband got phone service, PSE&G (gas & power), a cell phone and some credit cards, exact number yet determined, and other things...
in September 2002
I had $33.42 in the bank.
He was a
Yeah, class act.
Don't worry
I am pissed.
and have filed a police report..
sent faxed
made copies
and called a lawyer..
Karma
It's a bitch..
Oh, and good thing I remember his SS#..
when going though my files
to find
tax returns.
From the years:
1999 -2005
To prove, I didn't live where the accounts where opened
I found a bank statement, from Bank of New York,
which is now closed,
But while my ex husband got phone service, PSE&G (gas & power), a cell phone and some credit cards, exact number yet determined, and other things...
in September 2002
I had $33.42 in the bank.
He was a
Yeah, class act.
Don't worry
I am pissed.
and have filed a police report..
sent faxed
made copies
and called a lawyer..
Karma
It's a bitch..
Oh, and good thing I remember his SS#..
SO. Take it from me
Well
I will tell you, first hand
Identity theft
and
Ex-husbands
Suck
It sucks even more when it's is your ex-husband using your identity.
Sucks,
That he used it from 1999-2002.
Phone service, Public Service. Cell phones.
All at a time, like I have told you I was soo soo poor.
I never got child support
Never had any medical insurance from him for her
No eyeglasses or braces...
No help
just a world of hurt.
Now
Judgements.
Lots of them
And
Lawyers.
Expensive ones.
And
at a time, when
our kids need Christmas.
I will tell you, first hand
Identity theft
and
Ex-husbands
Suck
It sucks even more when it's is your ex-husband using your identity.
Sucks,
That he used it from 1999-2002.
Phone service, Public Service. Cell phones.
All at a time, like I have told you I was soo soo poor.
I never got child support
Never had any medical insurance from him for her
No eyeglasses or braces...
No help
just a world of hurt.
Now
Judgements.
Lots of them
And
Lawyers.
Expensive ones.
And
at a time, when
our kids need Christmas.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Well now...
I think I am red in a sea of blue.
I don't care about gay or strait.
Be happy really.
I believe women should have a choice.
I believe in education.
Hate me because I am a republican. Hate me because I think how I think. Hate me because I have a mixed daughter. Hate me because I have things, you don't..
Really, I don't care.
I don't live in California. I didn't vote for Prop8. Hate me.
Hate me, fine.
Don't come here with your message of hope and love, with rainbows and candy and talk about hate.
Yes I am married.
Yes, my first husband was black & I married him. Yes I know at one time that was illegal.
See, I get all that.
I know in time things change. And for today.
For right now, it is what it is.
You asked people to vote, they did.
They voted and you don't like it.
It was a vote. It what it is, and maybe it sucks.
But see, I don't care either way. I am sorry for that.
You have the right to be happy. Be happy.
Don't come here and shit on me, I live in NJ.
I don't care about gay or strait.
Be happy really.
I believe women should have a choice.
I believe in education.
Hate me because I am a republican. Hate me because I think how I think. Hate me because I have a mixed daughter. Hate me because I have things, you don't..
Really, I don't care.
I don't live in California. I didn't vote for Prop8. Hate me.
Hate me, fine.
Don't come here with your message of hope and love, with rainbows and candy and talk about hate.
Yes I am married.
Yes, my first husband was black & I married him. Yes I know at one time that was illegal.
See, I get all that.
I know in time things change. And for today.
For right now, it is what it is.
You asked people to vote, they did.
They voted and you don't like it.
It was a vote. It what it is, and maybe it sucks.
But see, I don't care either way. I am sorry for that.
You have the right to be happy. Be happy.
Don't come here and shit on me, I live in NJ.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Random Thoughts here On the Sideline
Ok
Random Thought one:
Our President made a speech today.
He said he was absolutely confident in the future of this country.
Me?
Not so much.
Not so much confident at all of the next 4 years.
just sayin.
Random Thought Two
I think a good plan would be for the UAW to find the money to help Ford, Chrysler and GM. They did it they fix it.
ohh wait..didn't they just give a shitload of money to the Obama campaign.
So I say UAW, really union tough, union strong? FIX IT.
Figure it out, make it right.
Last one:
Really, Prop 8. Over in good Ole California.
There are stories of riots, looting churches, and just utter dismay.
It was a vote. Put to the people.
They didn't want the constitution changed.
Its a state thing. I guess I don't understand.
But even Elton said Civil Unions were good enough.
Irony? It was all black voters who said no way. You wanted Obama. you got him. You wanted people to vote for your savior. They did. now what?
You don't like what they said...
Too bad, so sad.
Come to the East coast, Connecticut passed gay marriage into law, just today..or was it yesterday?
Just sayin.
Random Thought one:
Our President made a speech today.
He said he was absolutely confident in the future of this country.
Me?
Not so much.
Not so much confident at all of the next 4 years.
just sayin.
Random Thought Two
I think a good plan would be for the UAW to find the money to help Ford, Chrysler and GM. They did it they fix it.
ohh wait..didn't they just give a shitload of money to the Obama campaign.
So I say UAW, really union tough, union strong? FIX IT.
Figure it out, make it right.
Last one:
Really, Prop 8. Over in good Ole California.
There are stories of riots, looting churches, and just utter dismay.
It was a vote. Put to the people.
They didn't want the constitution changed.
Its a state thing. I guess I don't understand.
But even Elton said Civil Unions were good enough.
Irony? It was all black voters who said no way. You wanted Obama. you got him. You wanted people to vote for your savior. They did. now what?
You don't like what they said...
Too bad, so sad.
Come to the East coast, Connecticut passed gay marriage into law, just today..or was it yesterday?
Just sayin.
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